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Bless Your Heart
04:06
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Oh don’t be so quick to accept that you’re wrong
And never assume you'll be missed when you’re gone
The good ones will wait, the rest will move on
No matter their reasons, be kind.
Oh don’t blame bad fortune for choices you’ve made
You’ll come to find peace in a moment of grace
Still I believe that we all can be saved
And patience will come in due time
All of the people that raised you up
Those who have told you "you are enough"
Who gave you love when you asked for luck
Hold those ones closely
So bless your heart
And pray in this moment of silence
And stay with me one more day
Bless your heart
This pain all of this violence will
One day soon fade away
A heart filled with anger, a head full of hurt
Will make you a victim a prisoner or worse
I’ve hated and blamed but none of it works
That man ain't a friend to no one
Don’t try escaping the hands of regret
Or pleasing the people that couldn’t care less
If only my failures could help you and yet
No that’s not how living is done
All of the heartache - just wasted time
Fighting for something that never has mine
Missing the love right in front of my eyes
Hold those ones closely
So bless your heart
And pray in this moment of silence
And stay with me one more day
Bless your heart
This pain and all of this violence will
Wash away in the rain
All of the people that raised you up
Those who have told you "you are enough"
Who gave you love when you asked for luck?
Hold those ones closely
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Up in Flames
04:06
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From somewhere near Odessa
There are messages a'coming out
And throwing strokes across the midnight sky
It starts with sudden silver flashes
Congregations brought to ashes
Some pray to live some pray to die
We could have done more with a course of action
But now being right brings no satisfaction.
It’s a white sky
Then a hard rain
Say your goodbyes
From your airplane
There’s a thunderclap
And then it starts to happen
When your whole world's up in flames
Through thickened thieves and follied friends
There’s always time to love again
I’ll sit in your remembrance
In honor of tonight
Oh this is our trajectory
This cruel and crooked odyssey
This old man and his wicked sea
Who lives and breathes to fight
Where is your savior granting safe asylum?
Oh There is no commander on a sinking island.
In an old town in an old cathedral
Those denying pills and decrying needles
Who don’t care for greed or good and evil
All the people they all pray
Then the white tails pull the old bows
And the old strings play a sad note
And the choir sings as the bolides float
And the music plays til the songbird chokes
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3. |
Battle Cry
04:27
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Time’s going by even slower more than I
Had thought was capable, feasible, reasonable
I was told that life flashes right before our eyes
Ain’t no holding on, slowing down little did I know
Meeting you would make me feel that way
There’s something in your eyes I can’t explain
In the bedside table there’s a pearl handled pistol
By morning we could be two states away
With my gun and your looks
We’ll write our names in the history books
I forget who I was ‘fore you arrived
My heartbeat moves quickly
Every time that you’re around me
Since I met you now I’m always on the high
And when we go they’ll know our battle cry
All these promises of hope seem the easy way to go
Am I better than what I’ve said and who I was
Always heard that life’s for the taking so let’s try
Grabbing cash, moving fast, and moving on
No one’s ever left this town alive
Oh thoughts and prayers will get us there in time
I’ll go straight to the grave if you say you’ll come along
I ain’t good at first impressions or so longs
With my gun and your looks
We’ll write our names in the history books
I forget who I was ‘fore you arrived
My heartbeat moves quickly
Every time that you’re around me
Since I met you now I’m always on the high
And when we go they’ll know our battle cry
Time’s going by even faster more than I
Had thought was capable feasible reasonable
I was told that life flashes right before our eyes
Ain’t no holding on, slowing down, little did I know
Talking like a man who had it best
But always settled quick for so much less
We don’t want the things we’ve got until the moment that they’re gone
Then we burn the boats that bring us all along
La da da da
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4. |
Ash or Snow
04:43
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You can stop a beating heart with good intentions
You can take apart a life and still be kind
I was strong enough to stand by my conviction
These are things I tell myself from time to time
I still drink when I’m alone and far too often
I get sad and then I drive around this town
And every year when summer slips away to autumn
I get scared of winter coming back around
Is it ash or snow
There’s no way for sure of knowing
If you’re going through hell
Well you might as well keep going
For all I know won’t be forgiven
And as I go I pray that I can change
But lord I know as long as I’m living
There ain’t no hope I’ll always be this way
Head out east among the pines and just keep going
All the cinders make it worth the traveling
I want to ride that train I’m hearing in the distance
But it won’t take me far enough from who I’ve been
She won’t get to hear this song or think about me
Still I had to say these words and sing this tune
And I leave you this my last and true confession
So you won’t think of me the way you seem to do
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5. |
If I Was a Better Man
03:38
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If I was a better man I’ll tell you what I’d do
I would walk away from every day that doesn’t lead to you
And insofar as disregarding what I ought to do
You don’t have to love me baby, I’ll keep on loving you
If I was a better man I’ll tell you what I’d say
I would sing a song of moving on and never speak your name
I’d swear to god I’m better off cause that’s what people do
You don’t have to love me baby, I’ll keep on loving you
If I was a better man I’d always walk the line
Instead of giving up because your love it gets me every time
Well it’s easier to fall in love than it is to follow through
You don’t have to love me baby I’ll keep on loving you
And if I was a better man than I would realize
That i built you up into a lover seven times your size
Could it be you’re everything and still someone who
Wouldn’t want to love me baby, I’ll keep on loving you
If I was a better man than I will ever be I would
Never pray for you to stay at home and think of me
But if you see that what you need is a different point of view
You can try to love me baby maybe I will love you too
You can try to love me baby maybe I will love you too
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6. |
Slow & Steady
03:51
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Aiming slow and steady trying to kill these hours of mine
Maybe I could fall in love, I’d do it right
Cause even in a lonely town a man needs on his sleeve
A way to put some distance from the hell he cannot leave
Says she’s going home
Oh yeah she’s going home
Trying hard to find a way, a reason or a name
Where to point my drink, who to blame
There used to be a time and place beyond this broken fence
Now I stay up late thinking ‘bout the life I could have led
Says she’s going home
Oh yeah she’s going home
Getting good and ready guess I’ll have another round
TVs on, the rain is coming down
Packing up her car when I pull up to her street
No one loved this girl as much as me
Says she’s going home
Oh yeah she’s going home
Aiming slow and steady breathing in and breathing out
You had your chance, you had your luck and now
Lack of will and bitter pills they help to ease the pain
I won’t have to see that face though I know I’ll hear her name
Says she’s going home
Oh yeah she’s going home
Trying to take it easy but my hands are shaking now
All these questions make it hard to settle down
There’s not a written record or a trace of what I’ve done
You can speak your speculation but you can’t prove that I’m the one
Oh she’s gone home
Oh yeah she’s gone home
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7. |
Standing at the Altar
04:21
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I’m standing at the altar in a sweat
For they tell me that my bride ain’t shown up yet
I see all the nervous grins on the faces of my friends
For they tell me that my bride ain’t shown up yet
I’m standing at the altar and I know
That at least a couple friends have told me so
Sure I’ve had a doubt or two
But who can’t say the same ain’t true
And at least a couple friends have told me so
Oh, broken hearts and wishing bones
Oh, holding pieces, holding hope
If I had my way would I leave or be left first
Well I’d rather be the kind that never learns
I’m standing at the altar and I’m sure
Any hope I had has sauntered out the door
It’s easy now to see she was never meant for me
Any hope I had has sauntered out the door
Now I’m standing at the altar and I smile
And I thank her for not walking down that aisle
She knew just as well as I that we never would survive
So I thank her for not walking down that aisle
I was standing at the altar for so long
And don’t you know that bride she came along?
To love to have to hold, at least that’s what I’m told
And don’t you know by then I was gone
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8. |
El Dorado
02:51
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I’ve heard every single note
That they’re playing on the air
Seems that every song’s got me hanging on
To a different day this year
You can call me sentimental
But it keeps me up at night
And a hand upon my shoulder tends
To make me feel alright
There’s Shangri La, Atlantis, El Dorado I see St. Paul
As I watch the past I have to ask
Was she ever here at all?
I have doubted every word
From every poet priest or friend
After all this time don’t you think that I
Would know that it's the end
I’ve been told to carry onward
Well I’ll hold my breath and see
While I drown my heart at that little bar
At the bottom of our street
There’s Shangri La, Atlantis, El Dorado I see St. Paul
As I watch the past I have to ask
Was she ever here at all?
I’ve seen every single ghost
In every crooked picture frame
And as time goes on I hope to god
Your memory starts to fade
There’s Shangri La, Atlantis, El Dorado I see St. Paul
As I watch the past I have to ask
Was she ever here at all?
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Locomotive
03:16
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Good lord I'm nervous
Cause the word is finally out
And you know this kind of town can't keep a secret
You ought to know
I never meant for this to happen
Shackles, shame and chain reactions
Inconvenience
Oh the heart and mind work on their own time
And thought we try as we may
In my heart and bones there's a locomotive
Calling out your name, "I Love You"
Ah ooh ooh oooh
Just like a bandit
Hiding from the land and light
Cutting through each starry night so noone knows
You got my heart
Tied across these railroad tracks
Got me flat across my back
So it goes
Oh the heart and mind work on their own time
And thought we try as we may
In my heart and bones there's a locomotive
Calling out your name, "I Love You"
Ah ooh ooh oooh
Oh sweet relief
Counting all my lucky fortune
To be sitting on this porch and holding you
Oh sweet tarnation
Then I wake up and I scream as I wake up from this dream
Cause it ain't true
Oh the heart and mind work on their own time
And thought we try as we may
In my heart and bones there's a locomotive
Calling out your name, "I Love You"
Ah ooh ooh oooh
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10. |
Overnight Success
03:57
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I have done my very best
at doing everything I can and
What I’ve learned from my mistakes
Is that I’ll make ‘ em all again
I’m too young to offer wisdom
I’m too old to start again
Guess I’ll wing it til they bury me amen
I have made my share of promises
And sure I’ve broken some
They say if I apply myself to something I’d become
A little more like them and a little less like me
But oh what fun would that be?
I’ve been trying all my life
Still I can’t write a pretty song
But I’m hoping by the time
I’m 85 I’ll think of one
So I’m sitting by the window
Just a rocking in my chair
And I’m trying to hit a note that I don’t hear
I had always thought that lady luck
Would come right to my door
Turns out overnight success
Can take a couple years or more
It’s easier to quit and punch the clock five days a week
But oh what fun would that be?
I’ve been spending all my cash
And all my time just like a fool
Making sure that when I’m dead and gone
My money’s all gone too
I can’t live in moderation
I got bigger things in mind
So it’s all or nothing every single time
There are nights that I don’t sleep at all
And times i sleep for days
And if I got to meet a younger me
I wouldn’t say a thing
Yeah I could stop the heartache he is surely bound to see
But oh what fun would that be?
I’ve been sitting and a wondering
And staring at the sky
Thinking bout the odds of happiness
Success and sacrifice
In the case it’s all for nothing
And we’re just breathing til we don’t
Why not try and help each other ‘fore we go
I have walked so many miles
And I have finally reached the age where
My regrets have taught me so much more
Than all my accolades -
I’d tell you all about it
And what it means to me
But oh what fun would that be?
Oh oh what fun would that be?
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